hello:D
i just woke up not long ago
and i realise it was raining
poor me hate it when it rains i am at home..
get so spooked out by the darkness at home
so i am current on my bed using laptop although i am banned from it...
lalala but i get spooked out so easily tat i cant get myself to my table and seat there and study
plus its so early now so i can waste a bit of time time doing shit
ytd i seat on the chair for so long tat my butt hurts..
my dad pulled out the tv cable so i cant watch tv..
dan when he came home he forgot how to put it back...haahhaha
was secretly laughing at him
tmr and sun will be another day of torture
cuz everyone will be at home and i will be watched....dislike max!
oh btw i have no idea why the blogger never change wad i type
it was sybolic interactionist theory and not symbolic theory
so sorry guys!
okay shall stop here!
goodbye!
may the rain stop soon and the sun come out fast...
10:29 AM



hello.
this post will be a rant.
i am studying cant u see?
just becuz u so happen to come back at the time when i take my only tv break in the whole day
DOES NOT mean tati did not study
wad makes u think that my study method is wrong?
wad makes u think UR study method is correct?
everyone differs so no on e study method can apply to all
stop telling mama tat i am not studying
and ask her to make sure i study
wtf is wrong wid u
ya and i have no idea why every time u do tat
mama will say OUT LOUD tat i bu zheng qi bu zhang jing
wtf? wad did i do wrong? i am studying i have a time table i plan wad i am gonna study
wtf?! according to syboliinteractionist  perspeective, i MIGHT just become who u say i am
a bu zhang jing bu zheng qi kid
and dan by then u will regret
I CANT BELIEVE U STUDIED SO MUCH IN UNI
AND DO NOT KNOW HOW TO APPLY
U STUDIED THE SAME THING AS ME  EVEN MORE IN DEPTH DAN ME
so wad u also dunno how to apply wad
say me say urself first luh
now u let me learn tat i should
1. slp longer till the afternoon on weekends since i CANT take break
2. watch tv till i happy before u guys come back on weekdays
cause it makes no diff wad
and wad makes u think that by waking up at 1 in the afternoon and sleeping at 2 in the morning
means i will score badly?
i study better at night see difference between u and me
every time during exam period i hate the house the most
constant nagging saying how tat i did not put in effort to study etc
u guys are making studying a chore for me
should not have told u guys tat i am on study break
dan at least i can get out of the house to go somewhere else to study wid my friends
bloody annoying
the first thing i am gonna do after exam is to go out every single day
and not stay at home
if tats how u guys view me as
a wild kid who cant study on her own
fine by me
i will live up to UR expectations and go out every single day
1:19 PM




hello~ today is v-day~
i shall NOT say forever alone
becuz no one really is:D
being alone on v-day does not mean tat u are forever alone
it just means tat for this year u can have the whole entire day wid ur other friends:D
ah see suddenly being alone on v-day is not tat bad le rite? :D
yay~ so for this v-day..horkuan is spending it wid..........................
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BOOKS! how awesome~ not...
damn the stupid exams....
okay anyway i just have to say its no big deal~for now..HAHAH
okay cuz i still young rite can still say smt like tat...
20 years down the road i might just use forever alone forever...haha
okay and perhaps wid mr flash..
haha talking about my snail...ytd i was so mean to him cuz i went to disturb him when he was sleeping:D
just could not stand how much he sleeps...even more dan me...
omg....but he so lazy...wake up for like wad 5 sec dan went back to slp
so i gave up...and went back to study
but the good thing is he is usually awake when i am studying:D
mean i can occasionally look at him to relax:D
cuz i still think the way he eats and crawl very cute:D
so yeah okay i shall stop here for now~
my books are calling me~ (somehow its sound strange..maybe cuz i can ALWAYS resist my books:P)
goodbye~have a happy v-day:D
1:46 PM



hello:D
me got a new pet:D
its a snail:D

it is a snail tat 'runs' very fast
so its name is flash
me have yet to give flash a proper home
but me gave it food and soil and a little plant for now
me gonna find stick and more soil and create a small pool
according to the website thats all they need!
yay! dan i shall give it some moisture everyday by spraying water:D
haha me love flash cuz flash is quiet
and not messy! i think flash shld be easy to take care:D
maybe with flash, i will use less com and stay at my table longer:D
whee~okay i shall stop talking like and idiot
anyway flash was found in the rubbish bin i have no idea why..
but anyway it is a fun addition:D
study went well so far...
just tat i am a little lost as to how to study family and social issue...
but i shall try my best:D
okay till here now~ goodbye!
8:11 PM




ahahah cute or wad???? the giraffe is so damn cute!
okay today went to sch late becuz
1. i did not want to go sch tgt...like cuz of wad happen ytd kinda hurt from ur actions i mean ya u are mad we apologised at least say bye..not storm off at least we knew it was our fault rite?
2. i was so lazy to wake up went back to slp after my dad woke me up and only had 30 min to prepare
and i cant rmb wad i planned last night
3. i could not decide if i shld wear black top or white..end up wearing white cuz my mood is depressing enuf
( black is known as the attention seeking colour i have no idea why)
4.i FORGOT to take wendy's present the one tat i spend so much time in making it
okay so i manage to reach sch half an hour after class start
bumped in to kenji at bishan and we went to sch tgt
talk about random stuff etc its so fun to trick him cuz he is so blur at times
dan reach class and dan it occurred to me that i forgot to buy poppers
end up we had the class to tear up unwanted papers and waited patiently for the end of the lesson
shocked wendy by suddenly screaming and throwing the papers
she tot it was a celebration hor the last day of sch
but really it was for her thank u party
after tat i gave her her present on behalf of the class

and she was touched i think?
all my effort i felt was stolen in a few min after she receive the gift...
i tot it was only rite tat i explain to her the details as i was the one who made it
who will know the piece of art better dan the person who made it?
but on someone had to tell her the info of the gift without doing it
like for tat moment i felt like tat my efforts were stolen
yes it was a class gift but i felt like i shld be the one telling her about it
but wad can i do? go to a corner and draw circles....
just keep quiet like i am fine wid it
anyway after the gift we had food
and it was pretty good the food i guess?
yeah dan after tat i decide that i shld go home cuz there was nothing else to do le
went home wid sufi and we talked about scary movies etc
and about music two of the few things we can relate to wid one another
yeah dan i went home wid a cup or mr bean's pearly the only thing i drink from mr bean...
went home and felt like sleeping already but i did not want my drink to turn diluted so i had to finish it
watched confession of a crime while drinking good show good show
dan after tat i went to slp..i can never never fight the calling of my bed heh
maybe i am just so tired from all the shits in life tat my body is telling me tat i shld slp
and let all of them be gone for awhile while i am in safe hands of my bed
so i selpt all the way till like 7 plus..
but i dunno why as i am typing this i feel sleepy....
oh gosh i need to do smt about it...i shld stop sleeping so much
though they say sleeping can burn off more calories dan when u run
maybe tats why i am skinny...lalala
okay i shld probably just go back and study till my bed calls for me again
dan i will answer it and burn off calories for the next 8 hours..
goodnight for now! goodbye!
maybe i am so self-centred tat one day i will loose all my friends
12:26 AM